I have  a bad habit(s) of not following thru a times.  I embark on various self-improvement plans via books, audio, programs. I get excited and motivated but then at some point plunge.  It takes a lot of effort for me to follow thru which I\'m actually better at but at this point, I\'m concerned that this is \"just another attempt/program\" that I undertake and ultimately waste my money because of my own inability or lack of ________.   The line is blank because I\'m not sure what word to use at this point.  
So to spend $1200 is a lot of money for me to waste because of my own ________.  
I do believe if I were to do this program, I definitely shouldn\'t do the independent study as that would be setting myself up for failure.  I\'m just finishing up getting my certification in Coaching with ICA (International Coaching Academy) so I know the value of having a coach at this time would be helpful too.  Just not sure what to do because it is a high cost for me at this time.    So - that\'s my story! :)  Thanks.  Betsey